User blog comment:BraveHeart70/Uhhh..../@comment-2089817-20150518035755/@comment-5651818-20150518044219

Hmmm, maybe you're right. I do have a tendency to overrate the importance of the outcome of a minor event. Thinking so far ahead into the future (with a more pessimistic view nonetheless) that I frighten myself out of the present. So, I'm gonna work on that so I won't miss out on something amazing because I'm afraid I may get hurt in the midst of it. We live in a fucked up world...pain is inevitable and taking risk is a lot more rewarding than internalizing everything before I make that first step.

As far as my dad and brother, I decided to just jam my earphones in every time they say something stupid. On top of that, I'll just do what I want in terms of my future and possible friends/girlfriends and screw everything they say. They have a habit of talking out of their asses anyway....too bad my brother doesn't understand that I can kick his ass if I wanted, but I'm too old to stoop to that level.

ANYWAY! I guess I'm really over stressing this whole "girlfriend" thing. Turns out that relationships can be pretty overrated.