Thread:Silver-Haired Seireitou/@comment-3403804-20130728164145/@comment-2089817-20130729200933

It isn't something I need a personal apology for, Nanja. The fact that you apologized to the community was sufficient for me. I'm not one for awkward apologetic moments anyways... so yeah. What I was upset over was that, while I do know people did dislike me over there, as you said, at the same time, the way you made it sound was that I was some sort of monster and that I should step down for the goodness of everything. However, in reality, this was hardly the case. The fact that you know the opinions of the users does matter to me, even though I put up a tough front by pretending I couldn't give a shit about it (since I'm sure I've confessed this to you multiple times in the past), and still told me such things... that is what shook my trust in you and hurt me. As if it was a deliberate act just to spite me behind my back while feeding me false words of praise. The overwhelming voices of the users who spoke with Ten all accumulated in this incident that completely caught me by surprise and fueled my rage-induced message to you; of which, I meant every word when I wrote it except for when I told you to "go away" and "leave me alone"; that was really harsh of me and I'd like to apologize for that part alone.

I want it known though that I never lied to you before. I truly had faith in your leadership and the way you were managing things. And I had that until I heard all these users come forth, about how they were wrongly treated, banned for no reason other than the Admins thinking they were "poison to the site" (which wasn't aimed at you, but actually every time I heard this, it was in regards to Chrono specifically), to the point that they actually went off and formed separate NF sites just to get away from us; just as you and the other former GF members split off from BFF and formed TBF for essentially the same reasons. This was what caused me to quickly change opinions about you as Mizukage. Seriously, the plethora of users who came forth and told us all of it was just... incredible. But anyways, I'm sure Ten covered most of that, so I'll leave it as it is. But my point is, prior to this, never once did I lie to you when I said I agreed with your methods. But I suppose it was my fault for being too inactive to see the damage that was really going on, so I am also to blame for that. In addition, I want it known for the record that I only stepped down because I owed it to the users to try again and get to know the community once more before ever attempting to run for an Admin position in the distant future, if ever at all. It had nothing to do with anything you told me beforehand to this incident or Chrono bitched at me over, but for my own reasons entirely. I just want that made clear.

As I've said, I'm not a man who holds a grudge. I just need a little time to get over this matter and then I'll be able to properly forgive you for this situation, just as you needed some reassurance from me, in the form of my future actions, when I apologized to TBF for the DADT incident on BFF. I will be busy during the week and I'll be on and off again on BFF, but I should be on Chatango on Friday at the latest. By then, I probably will have gotten over this matter. And if you're still interested, we can continue the training RP then too.

And if you could do me a favor, since I'd rather not discuss anything with that moron, tell Chrono if he wants proof of the accusations against him, to just ask Ten. He has a mountain of chat logs, talk pages, et cetera that he is just dying to show him. Thank you.