Thread:Epzilon/@comment-5651818-20151018051117/@comment-5778280-20151018053755

Eh. I don't mean any disrespect, but you indeed have the situation confused. Though, I won't like to you, I originally wanted a rematch with Seireitou; I felt I could beat him. I reworked Mukei, but for the purpose of drawing out a fight, rather than beating Seireitou.I realized, as I worked on him, the gap in how we utilize our Imagination is too vast; he can shape ideas better than I can. However, I still wanted to take a crack at him, and make things interesting. When the Opposition came to an end, as I began to revise Mukei harder than when he was killed off, I began to realize something. In fact, if you want to spend some time looking through Seireitou's wall, you'll see that I brought this up to him too. Though, of course, I took a very long hiatus. When I came back, I put my mind to the test, and tried my hardest to come up with something I could be proud of. Originally, it was Silius Nocte, a Soul who was all about getting up close and personal. Though, I couldn't find any part of me in it. I made him have abilities I thought were cool, rather than what I could handle. Eventually, Kyokai Namikaze was born (after trial and error). I went to Sei, and asked if he'd help me get back on track, and aid me in shaping my imagination through a confrontation with Seireitou. He saw through my desire to fight him, and put Kyokai against Kuniharu. To this day, I think that was the best decision, cause I may have just become obsessed with winning against him. Anyway, I'm getting a tad bit off track. What I'm trying to say is, since the creation of Kyoukai Namikaze (now Kosa Hoshikuzu), I have never once tried to make my characters something to combat Seireitou. Yes, of course, I've used some of Seireitou's creations, but that is because I like their idea, concept, and I feel like I can do great things with them. Now, I'm creating Kosa for the same reason I created Church, and my temporary "Dakota" character (on Chatango); I just want to fight strong people.

So, allow me to apologize; I haven't been making any of this a clash of egos. If you would like further evidence, I can provide it. I spoke to Njalm about this on Chatango, and I told him what it was I always tried to do in a fight. I don't focus on what would be cool or interesting; I do what I want, regardless. I'm also never one to give up, especially if I can logically explain my ability to overcome the situation. Many may disagree with me, and I'm aware some of my writing (prior to Kosa), will contradict what I'm saying. However, since Kosa's creation, and the RPs he's appeared in, I don't think I've stretched out my ego alone. If my ego has been extended, and the battle becomes a clash of dicks anonymous, then its because I got fed up with how they wanted to try and do things. My clash of egos with you, is mostly due to how you carry yourself; something that bothers me to no end. I realize that, to an extent, you care for your characters. Trust me when i say, I care for mine far more than you care for yours. However, if I'm not able to keep him alive, using my intelligence, then I failed him; it's not the other way around. Also, who gives a fuck about losing? Do you know how many fights I lost on Chatango? They're far more rule-based (when you do them in the community), and it's hard to run around when physics binds you to you don't have the reflexes; gg r.i.p". Here, there isn't much binding us other than the original Manga's LORE...which is already fucked. So, people can bullshit and run around as hard as they want. I don't like seeing someone struggle in an environment where you can force'' yourself to win; it's not all that important....

As for Shinseina Yami? Eh. You seem to be mistaken about that too; I didn't create Shinseina for Seireitou. I created Shinseina Yami for Gekko and Kosa...Seireitou plays no actual part in it. Hell, if anything, it's so far out of Seireitou's realm of influence, it's a damn shock it was created by us. Though, that isn't the point. We spoke about the Chaos in both Gekko and Kosa. We thought of a way to either augment or release it. I don't remember Seireitou's name playing in part in the reason as to why we chose to do it. Do you? 'Cause I don't.

Anyway, I understand where you are coming from. Though, I'll have to disagree with some of it. I made an attempt to stop chasing Seireitou's skirt tail some time ago. Yes, without a doubt, I'd give nothing more to fight and beat him. Though, it's not my life goal. In fact, I've taken interest in a ton of characters I'd like to fight; most of them are Yonko (excluding Raian). I personally thing Seireitou would be an interesting fight, because he uses his hands. Now, whilst he can accomplish much more than just a basic punch, the idea of an all out, bare knuckle brawl, excites me. Hell, anything from a specialist excitements me. I'll fucking Mock Death Match any and all characters; I give no fucks. Any of the Yonko can challenge me; I'll accept. Njalm's Takumi can challenge me; I'll accept. Ash's Kaiba can challenge me; I'll accept. Kosa will take every challenge that comes his way, win or lose, and I personally will represent the result with pride (cause I more than likely had fun).