Thread:Silver-Haired Seireitou/@comment-3403804-20130728164145

I can't speak for anyone other than myself, but whatever friendship you thought was a fake, was entirely real. I'm not the kind of guy who's liked by everybody, or at times anybody, this means that I consider myself very lucky to find good friends, and you and Ten have been very good friends to me, and in fact, you still are. I think you know me quite well Sei, I'm arrogant, elitistic, overbearing and I might accidentally step on quite a few feet and offend quite a few people, but I'm honest.

And it seems to me, that that honesty was something that you enjoyed, in fact it was something that was valueable to you, as I was always willing to give you feedback. However, we both know that honesty is both a boon and a curse, and its very likely that I've accidentally chewed off a leg or two while talking to the userbase.

But I feel betrayed too, because among the userbase, the only voices I ever heard were those that strongly agreed with me, those who disagreed with me usually remained silent. How am I supposed to know that I'm doing something terribly wrong if everyone constantly praises me? I know that you know that this problem existed, because it was one which we attempted to address before, back when you started a blog asking their opinion, you even attempted to taunt them into being honest with you.

But you know what, I'm not gonna make any real excuses for myself Sei, because while I most certainly never intended to turn the userbase against you and Ten. I have indeed betrayed both of you, because you two were willing to make me a part of a community which you adored, hell, you even respected me enough to let me partake in improving it. But then I took the ship and crashed. For that alone, I have indeed failed you.

But I still want to talk to you about something, I want the oppurtunity to apologize to the userbase over at NF for my terrible mistakes. I think I owe them at least that, doesn't matter if I'm forgiven or not, I just want the chance to take responsibility like I should. 