Thread:Epzilon/@comment-5651818-20151018051117/@comment-5778280-20151018054618

By the way. If I and Kosa act like a dick to you and Gekko, it's because we just despise how bad you want to win. Like, I was having fun for a majority of our RP, until I was forced to compensate with your in-desire to lose. Hell, I will be absolutely blunt with you. I, at a certain point, was contemplating on whether or not I should just accept the attack, and have Kosa drop to the ground. Though, you seemed to put earnest effort into your posts, and I had far too much respect for you to cheap out on you. So, I tried my best to respond to every scenario you put me in ''logically'. If I came off as an asshole, or an absolute prick, it's just who I am; I apologize. Though, I also had a talk with Njalm about this. I don't want to always win. In fact, I'd rather lose if it meant I could see somebody have a good time, as well as have one myself. When I read up on Seireitou, and the changes Sei made, there wasn't a doubt in my mind that his training mode would even kill Kosa. Still, there isn't enough of a fuck given to stop me. Njalm warned me that Takumi could very much skewer me, and end it in an instant, and I still want to fight him. Kaiba looks like he'd just outplay Kosa, and there is still the desire to fight him. Then there is Abyssal's reworked character that Njalm showed me. He looks far more conventional that anything I could come up with, and he would without a doubt surpass Kosa in all fields, but I still want to fight.

Point blank, no matter who the fuck it is, I love to fight; win or lose.