Thread:Epzilon/@comment-5651818-20141217021625/@comment-5778280-20141217032115

I gave in to the accusations, because that's not something I like to deal with. I've gone for too long without being accused of following in somebody's shadow. I don't like it. I'm not that kind of person. I can't just brush things off, and act like I'm above such accusations. The fact that it's possible, and that people actually came to the conclusion so fast, makes me feel like I'm not even worth the benefit of the doubt. Though, maybe thats my inferiority complex talking? Who knows. However, what I do know, is that I don't like being completely doubted. It just, don't make me feel good. Now, as for the whole Dragon thing, I admitted to the Opposition getting me down, but I didn't do the Dragon concept because of that. I love Dragon's, and in Chatango, I always gave my characters a physical boost by making them a Dragon. I wanted to try and avoid that here, because I didn't want to be known for the same thing. Though, that isn't working. Right now, I still look like the same talentless hack.

It just ain't easy trying to push yourself. Especially, when you can't even prove yourself wrong.